♥ i.wrote.this.on May 03, 2008




so depressed...
sometimes feel like comiting suicide...*shh
doesn't trust me...
WATS THE POINT??
want to leave him??
but i'm not gonna let 7 months go to waste...
its true people say i'm stupid..

" era, y don't want to leave him?? he don't even trust u"

well, its not that easy...
love can't be found just anywhere along the streets...
u have to wait...
i've waited...
and i've found it...
of course we don't look lyk the world's happy couple...
but somewhere a strong connection can be felt...
we believed in that connection...
and no matter wat we are still together...
he just seem right for me...

yes, he may be to controlling..
*hate it sometimes
but its for my own good..
i need someone strict to guide my way...
or i'll be lost like the past..
and trust me..
the past is not a good thing..

people yelling at you...
which seemed like for nothing...
but when u sit n cool down...
u'll realise there's actually a reason for it..


or.....not... :D

Kecyk black&white



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