ey!
i siian!
nothing to post.
post this type of crap also can ryte??
bored to death.
things have gone wrong this past few weeks.
feel like killing myself
don't wanna live larh
*sigh*

wat do u think??

Ey!
i got another scar on my face!
huhu!
he sliced my face with a knife.
COOL HUH?!
huhu
why don't he just stab me instead?
isn't it easier?
hahahaha

aiya..don't care already larh...

till here larh ok??
finger tired..
haven't slept for two going to three days
nyahahahaha

okiie dokiie ariio chokiie!!

KECYK lost her mind

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♥ s u p e r
6:02:00 PM

just broke up......
that's it.......


POSSESSION TAKING OVER!!
i'm gonna do something stupid..
voices in my head i just can't remove..

let me do knives like retard&&i can kill my fucking troubles away

OR

let me do ecstacy like addicts&&i can get high, overdose and die!!!


pick one.....
or BOTH?

hearts are broken
lifes are crushed
waht can i do?
but follow my possession



KECYK possession taking over

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♥ s u p e r
10:51:00 PM

U punched
U missed
that shows how fast i am
u fuck ass
u taught me too well
now even u can't punch me!
HAH!!!

serve u ryte dumb ass!

all u think about is to beat me up

so i suggest this

why don't you just take a gun and shoot me instead!!!
wouldn't that be a whole lot easier!!
sheesh!!

thanks to you
i thrashed the stuff at home again
i took my dining chair and smashed the wall
now parts of the wall are chipped off
then i thrashed my home phone
god damn it!
now it won't work
then i broke an umbrella in half
i don't know how the hell it happen
but it just did

ALL these thanks to u
shit ass!!

KECYK thrashed

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♥ s u p e r
9:57:00 PM

felt like there was some connection
thought there was such connection
was very happy that i meet u finally
but then......
felt like being used.......
thought u were something different
u look so innocent...
never thought a delicate rose like u
could have so much thorns
i felt stabbed
it was so hard to convince me...
that i was used...

am i really being used???


read it...
understand it...
answer it...

the pain is wow...
simply because u are getting closer to my heart
and then u just move the other direction....

maybe?? i don't know..
answer and clear my doubts...

KECYK every rose has its thorns

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♥ s u p e r
6:11:00 AM

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling

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♥ s u p e r
3:36:00 AM

ey stupid!
u just wouldn't listen to me right!
u just have to have every single fucking thing your way huh??
go ahead!!
don't blame me for not caring!
coz i tried!
i really tried hard!
for 7 months!
u fucking stupid ass!
but u ignored!!
u FUCKING ignored!!
u didn't care!!
wat's the point of telling me you love me??
when wat u do is this!!!
oh please!
i CAN find a guy anywhere!
trust me..
ANYWHERE!
i just don't want to.
coz i believe that we both love each other!
but is this how u show me your FUCKING love u stupid ass!!!!!










&& btw just now
i saw this emo rocker dude
just like me :)
it's obvious his into me
He kept smiling at me
&& gave me that ' omg-u-are-wow' stare
Nyahahahah!!! :)
hahaha :D
never saw him after that
wish i could see him again somehow


muahahahahhahahha!!!!!! :D


KECYK two-sided much

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7:24:00 AM

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7:31:00 PM